Wednesday, December 29, 2004

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Deira Deira's diary From

continuation of the story.

only when she has several hours away from the settlement was, and it started to rain again, it was aware of Deira, what she had done. She stopped, but not looked back. It was a bad sign to look back, if you wanted to start his life anew. Deira sat down on the moss that covered the ground almost anywhere and leaned against a huge tree trunk. And suddenly she realized that this unexpected decision made sense. In the life of a shaman eventually took the time to go and seek his destiny. Only when he had finished his journey, he could claim to be a shaman. The time before was the time of an apprentice. Deira had in their lives many teachers who taught her much had. Yes, she knew a lot ... but it was only theory. Things you had told her. Things they thought he knew. But states can know. Deira smiled. Today was the day came on which was their time to experience the magical journey. She raised her eyes to the green foliage, shone through here and there through the the sky.

"Thank you spirits and gods." - She said. Then she got up again and began to perform a magic ritual that would help her to leave her old life behind and open to the signs and revelations, which gave her the gods. To this end, they broke off a dry twig and drew a circle around him. Then they turned into the circle, stood on his hind legs and singing a song for the spirits of the wind, the wind was the symbol of the transformation. The rain drops fell through the leaves and touched their scaly skin, but she did not feel uncomfortable. Now that their journey had begun, she had to learn all the movements of nature to understand and appreciate.

The deep voice of the Dragoness and the words she sang seemed to break the barriers that have formed in the course of her life for her soul, and when she had finished her song, she felt free. In gratitude for the gods, she left this place three gold-rimmed scales. It was the symbol that they took off their protection and in front of them standing there, as she was, without any prejudices and expectations. With a self-satisfied smile

moved on Deira. The rain washed the dirt from her mane, where she had spent the night, and let them shine in the sun, green as the leaves, which also shone in the light. Joy filled her, friends and peace of mind, both things she had not felt in a long time. Finally she began to shiver, for she was already running half the day through the forest, and their energy reserves were running low. She had been Some days, no more booty made, and get tired more than usual, the hunting instinct stirring within her, and she looked around in search of life they could incorporate themselves. But their experience and instinct told her that she had to wait until the rain was over and all life came out from his hiding place. She sought a shelter and found him soon from the roots of a tree Korh, which extended into unimaginable heights.

The Dragoness rolled into a ball and covered with the wings. Soon she was warm and sleepy, and she did not resist very long against sleep. Soon calmed her breathing and her whole life functions lined up Minimum one. The heart rate slowed and decreased their body temperature. But although her body fell into a rigid, her brain was overly active. She had a vision.

you saw himself somehow from above. Your entire body glowing vortex flow around, of which they felt they would give her strength. Then it was as if she was in sparkling water that enveloped her gently and carried with him. You rocked with the waves, and it seemed like an eternity. Suddenly she saw the shore, but they came no closer, even though the water they TOOK PLACE with all the energy on the shore - it seemed as if the bank would remove from her, until it finally disappeared. And then she heard the name. The name filled the entire universe. Naryan.

Deira woke up. The dream images they had seen gliding, of which, only the name remained, for they held him with all her strength. Naryan.

She stretched, the blood in their veins to drive, and crawled out of her hiding place. The sun was setting already. She had long been asleep, but she did not feel to be recovered. It probably had something to do with their vision. She did not, but she knew. At the moment it did not care. It was a sign and interpret it would be difficult, but first they had to Booty. The hunt - it was one of the advantages of belonging to a clan, because in a clan had not chase the women. But women could also not be shamans, and the benefits thereof. So Deira sharpened their senses and crawled slowly through the undergrowth. She looked around every corner. She wanted to see everything, but not be seen. And finally, she succeeded.

Three birds burrowed in the earth around, probably also in search of food. A bird was not much for a Eldar, but at least something. In addition, Deira was not yet grown to their full size. She was barely bigger than a man, and the bird was as big as her forearm. Its plumage was green, yellow, and brown, it fitted perfectly into the surroundings. The animals were hardly seen.

cautiously crept closer Deira. Each of her movements were well thought out and executed masterfully. Her body seemed to flow, so perfect was the interaction of the muscles. When they had got so close to the birds was that she could touch her hand, she would have stretched them a ray of sunlight caught in their shed and brought out a blink. One of the animals was carefully and lifted his head restlessly. The other two remained calm. A breeze stirred the leaves on the other side of the little clearing, and the bird turned his attention to it. This was their chance.

your hind legs worked like a spring. The dragon sprang forward like a black arrow, and its jaws closed around the body of the bird. The other two flew away, but they are no longer interested. They had their prey. Her heart was racing, tingling in the wingtips it. And the grouse in its mouth twitched in agony. Slowly, she pushed to, and heard the bone in the body of the animal were shattered. One last time it reared up and was dead Deira it slid to the floor, sat down and began to pluck the feathers before the animal was not yet solidified. It was easy for the dragon, and soon they had finished.

Hunger was great, and you found it hard not immediately pounce on the prey. With a claw they divided the chicken in half and gutted it out. It would have the guts here, as a sacrifice to the spirits that had granted them their prey, and as a snack for the animals. Then she pulled the tendons from the legs of the bird and placed it beside him. It wührte dry and connect to a cord. Finally, the ritual work done and Deira tore the corpse into pieces in order to devour greedily. Then they gathered the largest and most beautiful springs, took the tendons in the hand, and moved on, careful to leave no traces. She would find a place must stay where she was, because the sun had gone almost. And she wanted to make a piece of jewelry out of bed. She needs time and rest.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

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's diary.

Have to get as a Christmas book / booklet ... It was suggested to me that I should write diary, but I found it too primitive ... too ... human. * g * Well, and how to expect anything else, I started last night, the beautiful lined pages of this book vollzukritzeln with fantasy stories. But this time it is Deira, which in any manner to me, so can almost say it's a diary. Okay, the first sections ....

first

awoke as Deira, there was a morning like any other. It was cold and wet, and Deira felt to lie in a pool of water. She sat up and pushed her head at the root, in whose protection they had sought shelter this time. With silent curses she crawled out from under the root. The sky was gray and cloudy and it seemed to have rained in torrents all night, because the depression had been lying in the dragon was actually full of dirty water. Only now she noticed that her limbs were numb with cold and dripping with her mane from polluted river water. She sighed. The life they had led, often very many disadvantages, but if they sometimes asked if they would give up this life, if such a possibility would, she knew it. There was not only dark side of life on the edge of a simple but well-functioning society, and Deira knew them all. She tried to avoid them as best as possible, and succeeded pretty well.

The Dragoness clutched firmly on the ground and shook himself like a cat. The splashes were flying in all directions, and her wet mane was more like spines, as in hair. The movement brought her circulation going again, and Deira could feel downright powerful as her heart was pumping up the heat in the wing-tips. She stretched, shook again her head and finally looked up at the sky to make sure, once again, that the sun was not to actually see. But that was behind the clouds. Then the ritual would just have to wait.

Although Deira was a loner, and even had to go hunting, she paid close attention to the rituals that were part of the day of a shaman. The reason was - she saw herself as a shaman. This was also the reason why she was an outsider ... one of many reasons. She snorted. It filled again with anger when she thought that was the main reason for the banishment of their color. Finally she could not help it. Yes, she already looked odd, she admitted, but she was finally arrived at the world. With anger they dismissed the troublesome thoughts of the facts that they could not change anyway, and walked towards settlement. It has long been an integral part of their daily routine to watch the bustle of the clan and to consider how they one or the other could use her favor.

The hunters were preparing for a trip. They had gathered at the village square, and waited for the blessing of the shaman, who sat before them on the ground and pulled with a claw curved lines in the sand. His name was Wour, and he was one of the few to Deira for a full-Eldar held. He secretly admired them even as their power exceeded his by far. Deira wanted but none of it. She was glad when he sometimes paid tribute with a look or a word, and gave her also. She did not Wour. They did not like the tribe, so they hated them even. They were different - even though it was the reverse in fact, it was different than them. Their scales glistened like gold, and her mane was the color of fresh green, the color of life. Their wings membrane appeared to be made from a piece of heaven, for it was bright blue. The Eldar of the tribe, but all were black, with dark manes and Graun wings, with dark-green or dark-blue eyes, and the only thing about them, what was clear was their horns, which had a yellowish color of bone.

Wour gave them his blessing. As always. He is weak, thought Deira. He is weak and he can draw from them, can tell you what to do. He is old. And he has no successor. The tribe is doomed if he does not have a capable shaman. But she was interested in the little. She was not dependent on them, as they might believe you. No. She could muddle through alone, if they wanted ... Deira held his breath. Why they did it at? She lived in the shadow of the tribe, they fed on the bones they left let ... Why? Out of duty? Ha!

She turned away and disappeared into the darkness of the forest, just as silently as they had come. Eldar not take long before they do something, and Deira did it anyway. She lived only in the here and now, and she did not care what would happen tomorrow. You never knew it anyway, could it do not know. She had taken the decision to leave, and that would indeed do so. Everything else did not care.

Monday, December 27, 2004

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shadowteeth @ 2004-12-27T13: 31:00

I remember that I have people asking for my poems. Here is the last, but it is a bit dark - well, I was not last time differently.




The lost battle.

desperate, lost, forgotten,
Tappe I in the dark, always in a circle.
obsessed with pain and anxiety, I
Wate into tears, falling deeper and deeper.

Something in me runs down the forehead,
I raise my trembling hand.
A red stain them adorned with a new wound,
Because it is blood, it's no sweat.

grab swaying, stumbling aimlessly I
In all the pain I get to take only Lufz.
The latest victim is burned, the hope is no more.
I am no longer able to love, I can only hate.

is no one, I only see two shadows, one only
two steps away, close, but unimaginably distant. The other
almost no longer visible, because he had been waiting on
Maybe me, maybe he was not fighting it.

And again I go to hunt and to escape.
the fight I've long since lost, now is only revenge.
I can hardly keep still, spit pus and blood, I was
cat, crow, and mare, now I am the rat.

Have long given up trying to heal my wounds, cared for,
find it useless to look in the mirror.
I fell, but still alive, wounded
And I will fight.

Best Summer Camp Seattle

uh ... The first entry

uh ... I hate Christmas, I've always hated. Well, I have nothing against the party or against the people who celebrate it ... but I hate these crowds, this shopping mania, this gift pack and what to think of the strain sonstewasalles people so nervous about my ... I ... I have no words. I'm glad it's all over. Very happy. But New Year is yet to come, and I fear that my nerves can not stand it anymore, although new year for me about the significance of Christmas as German nationals. We celebrate Christmas in Russia not only New Year's Eve. And I, as a follower of a pagan religion have celebrated the winter solstice.

But anyway, slowly reached to celebrate. I on Friday had an eating orgy of such an extent that I now believe to be allowed to eat for my whole life to work off the calories. Although I am not particularly interested. The image with the water dragon is ready, unfortunately I have no scanner. And that's more than manure.

Deira opens the window, stretched out her head and sneezes, as it has fallen into a snowflake nostril. She shakes her head, makes the window again, sits down at the table and opens her diary to write a few lines.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

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Deira enters the cave and sits down. You can tell by looking that she stressed, tired and irritated is. The tail of the Dragoness shrugs.

Well, a long and exhausting day is almost over (thankfully). I had to do that today, a trip to the cinema, even though the "Polar Express" was not so bad. The Christmas party, and good standing today actually, I can not do to me and ran away in the library.

Deira shakes his head indignantly, the green mane flutters.

I wonder how stupid men can be sometimes. Selfish, stubborn and obstinate. More comments I will refrain from doing. My old belief that all men are idiots, lives again. What does not is that I do not want anything to do with them * g *

As for drawing my main activity ... Just got drawn out of sheer boredom a water dragon. With black ink. Incidentally, my first attempt. And it does not look quite good. Then I decided that it will be one of the three "application images for yerf.com and started to paint it. Naturally colored pencils. As always. ;)

Deira looks at the picture thoughtfully, grinning.

I can not wait to get their hands back on a scan ...

Sunday, December 19, 2004

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Мамуля, люблю я тебя!

Yeah, well my dear mamusi today (for the past 25 minutes) birthday, yeah!
She's absolutely wonderful and just sovershenno cool!
all of you I wish the same wonderful Mom, the truth is I have one and only this!
How nice that we've got it!